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 2010 is gonna end soon . Time really flies .
Its been almost a year since i left Gan Eng Seng . I thank that school for the past 3 years .
I never expect this would happen , of course , getting myself into Henderson Secondary School is something that really amazed me .
I admit , there are many things , many rumors , many stuffs going round when i came into henderson . I thought of giving up and just leave this place . It takes so much courage for me to stay , and tell myself " c'mon another try "
Even there are things going around , i know there are people who dislikes me , also i know there are people who are here for me . This is life , right ?
The process killed me , not once not twice but many times . I know there are many things that i did , i know myself well . So i dont wish to explain further .
It took me so shit hard just to get into henderson band ( thanks ah michelle tan zi ting , my love ) though i left during june because of some reasons i still came back . Im glad that sir & the teachers understand how i feel . As well as some seniors and band members .
During may , when almost everyone step out from my life , when everyone choose to leave me . Ruiyi came in , yep my twinnie . she's someone that you can never imagine , she's someone who brought my back , she's someone who decided to trust me , who decided to give a helping hand . Thank you my dear girl , without i guess many things would still remain the same , my attitude , my life , my friends and stuffs . Our friendship road is full with Obstacles , one came up and we solved it together , though the road its pretty hard to walk now . i just wanna tell you no matter how 2011 will be like , no matter how much time we would have together or not . i just know that i would wanan go sec 5 with you . I just want you to know that , im here
July , michelle stepped into my life . a person which i hated so much that i wished that she didnt appear in henderson at all . she's someone who makes me feel like punching her but expect the unexpected . she's the one that i trust , the one that i love , care , everything to me . My little bestfriend girl . my sister ! the person whom gave me so much courage to step into band room again , remember that time ? the phone call ? thank you , i dont care if others say that we're lesbian , wife or whatever lah . I just wanna let you know , our friendship would continue no matter what happens . im not gonna let go
Also my girls . Gawon , Lijoo , Regine , Ingrid . Those who stand by myside and tell me not to be scared of not getting promoted . the ones who choose to stay by my and tell me everything is gonna be fine , the one who brought my laughter back in class , those who gave me hugs and a pat and say " i know you can do it " i cant express how much i love you all , but really . thank you for not treating me as some old tai tai , because im one year older as you know some people do . you all rock my life okay
Xiujing , there are many things which i like to tell you , thank you for always giving me a text to ask me if im okay , pei me go band this few days . understand those things , being with me when im almost dying , thank you for always joking around though you jokes are kinda of lame ah tsk tsk . okay sorry ! you're someone whom i can talk to easily and punch .cause you're freaking softttttttttttttt
Jiaxi & Lydia , you both did alot for me :) really thank you very much okay . i know previously there are many unhappiness between us . but things are fine now , i thank you both for trusting me , for letting me know that you both are here for me no matter what happens
The 2 guys who came into my life . Im not trying to be a beast . i know that its pretty impossible that you both would read my blog so yeap , thank you so much for every single thing . there are happy moments unhappy hating moments . but oh well its over , all the best :) Thank you for being there once for me . im glad
Maple , Jiahui , Xueting , Farah , Xintian
you'll show me how great henderson was , thank you for guiding me thank you for being with me :) thank you for letting me know that you people are actually friendly though we didnt really talk when we're in primary school . Happy and great moments with you all :) thank you !
Avril & Claudia
You both told me how to stay strong , we 3 had our own stories . we would often talk bout it , thinking ways to make things better . Ups and downs yeah , you two are smart , work hard okay dont give up :) hehehehe
happy moments keep in our heart would be more than enough
I met a group of band seniors along the way . Eddy , Janice , Cheryl , Rafidah , Christabel . You know you all rreally rock the town like maddd . being with you makes me feel like crying , because i can laugh till my tears would drippp . hehe , thank you all , so much for listening to me throughout those unahppiness in band and other stuffs . really , its my pleasure to meet you all :)
Many many many who i really wanna thank . You guys know who you all are :)
Getting out of GESS is something that i never wished to would happen . Getting into HSS is something that i never thought it would happen . Like what i said when i started this post . There is one thing . For now , there is no regret for coming into henderson , those who say that henderson is a ah-lian ah beng school , screw your brains okay . yes , old school . but in this place , i finally know what is true friends suppose to be like , how a pat would helps to make one happier , how everything works here . Those who said that im a betrayer who betrayed gess and came into hss , continue go on . Its worth , its really worth . This 2010 , has been a year that made me learn really alot . I learned to stand after a great fall . Im not saying that i've forgotten about gess , but that , is something that i've learnt to let go and keep in my heart . Thank you so much for those who was there for me , the process is really tiring , but you guys still support me :)
Hehehe i love you all :*
One last person , Thank you Mr Simen , without you i wouldnt have get into henderson , sorry that i mistook you as a teacher the first time you talked to me . But without , i wont be able to meet such great friends ;) hehehe
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| Genting trip together with the band tomorrow .
Double check everything , gonna cab down to school together with wenhui tomorrow .
Gonna wake up at 5 am , my goodness .
Gonna miss my girls v badly , their nonsenses & all kinds of craps that they gave me . hehe . Esp twinnie .
I bet im gonna bump into familiar faces over there . tehehe .
Alright , that's all :)
Miss me .
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| Hello :) Its been long since i blog here , my purpose for blogging here today its because , today is the last day of sec 3 in henderson .
10 months , 15 days . Its not easy . But still , i managed to overcome it .
Looking back , the first day i got into henderson , the day which i finally got myself a school . But facing the new environment & people in there freaks me out . First term in there was really hard , i had a hard time making new friends , creating trouble & all sort of craps .
I hated so many people & of course they dont really have a good impression of me . I fought to join the band , that was really ridiculous . I made many friends in there of course i kinda of hate a few but love them now :)
Things got better after March Holiday as i was really to have you around , April was a horrible month . I know why you know why & yeah that's all .
Met new friends again during may & june holidays . Things got better , i started to get myself mix with them , bond with them . July - August was a period that i had a hard time & a good time . But i hurt many , im sorry . You know who you're be it a guy or a girl , we had clear the air so yeah . All the best in everything
.And now , im proudly to have my girls , my love ones still standing strong together . I've many people to thank its gonna take ages if im gonna list their name out . So , Thank you everyone who make me first year in henderson so a.w.e.s.o.m.e though i maybe one year older than some of you out there but you still make me feel bond :) Those who stand by me real tight , thank you very much
Those who left , i would like to thank you still . Im not gonna hate anyone of you but im gonna remember the best happy times we had . That's all .
At first , i really regretted for getting into henderson but now i really love you guys . Without Mr Simen's approval im very sure . My life now would be as boring as 123 .
Some people faces might not appear its because i dont see there's a need too .
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| im not really looking forward . my outfit = like shit .
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|  March 08 . Sways as the music goes . Hold on as one united band :) Hello babes and dudes . How's life ? Its been quite sometime , my life has been awesome , with awesome people around , with awesome days going on , though there are times that i trip and fall . I always have supports right beside me . I like those feeling , do you ? Few days back we commemorate singapore 45th birthday , I had a great time catching fireworks over at Marina Square , how about you ? Well , time flies its been at least half a year since i settled down in henderson , things has been going well for me . While my friends at the other side are having a hard time , i hope prelims 2 would be okay for each and everyone of you , all the best yo . Many things running through my mind , this post is kinda of short , sorry . I thought it would be kinda of long , but it seems like im not very good at expressing my words here now Well , its time to go . Goodbye I wont be blogging here till exams are over , or maybe someday when im free ? aye who knows . Ciaos! | | |
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