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| Anyway its the past , i don't even bother it anymore now .
Blame on my stupidity and childishness in the past then .
I don't think you are mean anyway .
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Something unpleasant happen at 18 yesterday , everyone wasn't in a good mood . aww
Headed out to meet best for a little while before i left , & i finally got my new ez-link card .
Keji didn't manage to get himself stayed in GESS , so he guess his heading to private . well good luck :D
Me ? Count me lucky if i get to stay . If not bye bye .
I had real fun during x'mas eve , and x'mas at the same time .
Everything went out really great , though most of the people got drunk . heh
Vomited on leon's pants , and that really shucks . eww
Kay bye bye
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| Its the 24th , and i'll only know next week if i'm gonna stay in gess or i'm gonna leave the school
Pray hard that i can really stay :) Cause i don't wish to leave the band , and my girls so too
Even if she's gonna torture me , i'll still wanna stay .
Let's hope i'm able to stay , really really hope . sigh
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| White lies are so hurting at times , yet it appears to be an angel for a moment .
Promises seems to be broken at all times , Those needles piercing through into our hearts Its hurts so badly , All we could do is just bite our tongue and keep it in our heart .
I feel so tired , I can hardly breath well . Why is all things happening to me again .
--------- I miss you . Do you ? Guess you don't NO DRINKING FOR YOU FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS ._. So i can forget about touching that , how awful . I had the urge to go into 18 chefs now , i like to wave to everyone and say " hello hello hello " Like how i always do , but it seems so hard , if you were in my shoes perhaps you were understand . W gonna pick me up @ the check point , thanks asshole . My belateddd present too . xie xie . Having a ache now , got to bear with it no matter how pain will it be .
Pretty cool . Ever heard of vampire fishballs ? ( inside joke ) Right my dear ? hee I'm trying to be okay , give me sometime all right . pretty please Luv you .xoxo
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| I'm having a bad time here now , I'm down with so many bloody shits .
My back has been hurting for quite sometime , i expected that it got worse .
Yep , i'm no longer able to run anymore . Since the metal screw doesn't help much
i shall go for the hard way . The medicine makes me vomit and vomit .
I survive with one bread and one cup of milk this two days .
This is so terrible , you know .
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I DECIDED !
since this way don't help and that way don't help , i shall leave it
no point wasting money when i'm not getting better in anyway .
I'm losing everything i'm having now .
this feeling sucks . Thanks cowboy , you chatted with me for 2 hours last night despite of the high bills .
I hope everything will be fine .
Bernardine chan , i really don't know exactly how long more i can stay strong .
You know , i'm feeling much more worse than you ?..
Kay , i don't have to mood to continue blogging anymore . I'm sick enough .
I know this post sucks but i still have to wish the 3 assholes .
maybe i'll go back to blogger . hah
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Happy monthsary dear boy There are times when we are unhappy with each other
There are times when i give you faces
There are times when i show you unnecessary attitude
There are times when i shouted at you .
Those times when i'm unhappy with you , Those times when i argue at you
Those times when i wish i could really scream at you
Those times where i broke down so badly
Those times that we had so much fun laughing at each other .
I know we've been together for quite sometime , to others it may don't seems to be long
But to me , it seems that we've been through alot . Baby , i decided to make this public , i'm proud to have you as my boyfriend i'm really am :)
All those incidents that we've been arguing about has been really the same old thing
Happening again , and again , and again .
Both of us got so fustrated over things that are happening .
Its trust , from now on , i'm gonna hand everything into you . I'm gonna trust you every single things :)
That's the most important thing to mantain a relationship isn't it ?
I learn to handle things in a better way now , i'm sorry for being such a bitch at times .
I'm not gonna care what others is gonna say about us , yes i'm going to ignore it
I feel that , its my thinking that counts .
We won't know what will happen next , right now being with you is such a bliss .
I don't mind you having the name deleon chan , although ( i think you know what i mean uh uh ... HAHA) I really mean everything i said to you , All those promises that i made to you will also be kept
Neither will i break your promises too , i know you won't
If not i will stuck my socks into your mouth . humph
i hope all i've said has gone into your heart , fate brought us together
And i know , we are gonna hold it tight .
Happy 3rd monthsary . xoxo
( Advance post , for tomorrow :) )
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